Brigitta, if you don’t mind me saying so… you are a hungry ghost. Yes, I understand, you are starving. You tell me so — every day. But now, only now… do I wonder, whether starving yourself is the reward for freedom from the flaw?
B, where do you begin? Do you begin where you stand?
The challenge to breaking free of the cycle of suffering — is that, oftentimes, we have befriended our hungry ghost. We are seduced by our very own unique magical suffering. Truly, to break free of our pain means that our current life will no longer mirror our past experience. We will give up the things we dislike about ourselves but, also, majestically, some of the things we do like about ourselves (and which brought us three-dimensional accolades). These assets (or attributes), will flush away in the process of new clear renewal. Unconsciously, we know this — and, hence, we resist the seismic spiritual change.
This is the journey. Love m.